Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. The team ignores Buck after the lawsuit.They don't realize that he is being raped just a few feet away during the shift.Buck breaks with the team and leaves LA. His eyes fell to the spatter of red and pink near Bucks eye. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. They don't mob him. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. Im so proud of you! - Eddie tiene una una sonrisa an ms maliciosa en su rostro. I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). Its been two hours since his last drink. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. Buck's focused on the hose, on the strategic aim of the water, when Eddie comes up to him, shouting over the wall of rain. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. He is stupid with exhaustion. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. (By special request. She has an older sister Kathleen who is 15. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Work Search: - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. (Or, Buck self-harms. But Buck is too sick to find his way back alone. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Buck is moving in with Eddie and Chris. Javy "Coyote" Machado. - Pudiste despertarme y sentirte muy culpable despus. After the hostage situation. So yeahhh, here it is. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. Music made him feel complete. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. - Hay algo preocupndote? I didn't want to drag you into my shit again. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. She didnt know hed been watching her every day. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. An exhausted Buck needs Eddie to make it all better. Their shift ran long, now Eddie's taking Buck home for a nap. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Cradling Someone in Their Arms. - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Please give me another chance? It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. Buck's heart gave a painful lurch as he thought of that precious little boy, one of the only bright spots in his life that was now so dull and devoid of joy. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. He never wanted it to happen to him, and then he met Eddie Diaz. He was used to being treated like the rookie, but this was going a little- a lot - too far he thought. ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. "Sir, please just-" Bucks head was low, eyes trained on the ground, shoulders pulling upwards as he cowered away from the man. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Buck spares a brief gaze to Eddie, and Eddie takes his moment, leaning forward to plant quick kiss to Buck's lips, their helmets knocking together. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. Eddie joins the 118. "Come on, man. A Tortured Musician Buck story. There, by chance, he meets Buck. Courtesy of Fox. Tomorrows one year. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. He'd missed it. Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. Everyone has a breaking point. Still nothing. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. They don't talk enough, misunderstandings happen. Bobby considers asking Buck again how hes really doingthe bags under his eyes telling a different story to the one coming out of his mouthbut he learnt a long time ago that the best tactic when it came to Evan Buckley was to wait him out. He finally starts to think back on Maddie's worried face when she told him about it, and he thinks that maybe Maddie knew before he did that he was sick. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. Who is this man? His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Please consider turning it on! Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. Yea, that would be stupid. All rights reserved While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. Buck is dejected. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Please give me another chance? Buck listen to me! You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. Five times someone sits next to Eddie on their way to a call, and the one-time Buck reclaims his seat. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. He is introverted and afraid. He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. Follow Josies story. Heartbroken and sick, Buck wanders around. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. Eddie tells Buck what he needs to hear. He still has to try.-----------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 18: CPR, Buck hates the feeling of blood on his hands, especially when it's someone he knows. Please consider turning it on! But he has become an outsider. He thinks he didnt want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. Yeah, hes taking a nap in the bunks right now. He looked over at Eddie and tilted his head. Maybe, umif thats okI meanis that ok with you?, Eddies cheeks become flushed and he looks at Buck. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. He glanced at the others, as they all had shocked faces and they were worried. Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. He takes Bucks other hand in his and interlocks their fingers. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? And she fights anyone who harms Buck. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Harry Grant are Siblings. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? They feel they can say they know each other like the back of their hand. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. You know this job because youve lived and breathed it every day for the last 12 years. He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. He wants to go to bed, until the tv turns on and he immediately hears his girlfriends voice. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. meaning of boo boo in a relationship Search. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (719), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1760), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (348), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (290), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (216), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (175), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (114), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley (336), its the heart that really matters in the end, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, COUNT MY LITTLE SCARS (i've got dozens down inside), which was the only thing that was available when I started, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV). For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. That hair.no one has that bright of an orange hair color.not even Abby. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. Evan squeezes his fists tighter. You promised me, Eddie. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. Unfortunately, in a very difficult time. It did hurt though." Maddie said. I don't know what am I supposed to do? Eddie laughs too because he knows he should have just admitted the fact that he cant cook to Buck the last time he was there when they were reviewing Eddies VA paperwork. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. Maddie places her hand on his cold ones and tilts her head so she can see Buck's face clearly, but something twists her heart when she notices the tears glistening his brother's blues. I didn't believe in love at first sight. Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? What happens when Eddie notices something? Silence fell between the trio, even the annoying beeping from his monitor and the hustling outside of his room had seemed to fade into oblivion as he caught sight of Maddie's crestfallen look which caused the shame to spiral and wrap its tight vice around his chest. it was anchoring, settling. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? Granted, I uhonly know how to make breakfast foods right now but I could cook us something when we get back to the station. Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. 911 fanfiction buck ignored It's about the friendship between Buck and Athena. Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. The guy then pulled a knife, and then stabbed Buck 5-6 times. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again.